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Bill Crist

Bill Crist

Born: Evergreen Park, Illinois, 1950
Served in Vietnam, U.S. Army
Attached to 164th CAG, 1st Aviation Brigade
Army medic, 1970-71

Poem from the artist:

I wish I knew your name and especially you,
You don't know me but I feel
That what happened to you would have been different,
If I would have been off on my computing
You would still be alive.

My computing was investigated,
They found out that my computing was exactly correct,
I wish I would have been off because
You would still be alive.

The Army says I was innocent
And that it was the wrong information.
That didn't matter to me
Because I still feel
If I would have been off on my computing
You would still be alive.

I can't tell you how many times
I have asked God to switch places with you.
I will have a Brutal Guilt feeling
The rest of my life.
Don't ask me how many tears I've had because
I can't count that high.

I've been to the moving Wall,
And I look for you,
But I can never find you
Because I don't know your name,
I'll keep looking.
I'll never stop looking but
I know you are there on the Wall of Honor.

I wish the Army
Would have given me your name
So I could say
I'm sorry
To you and your family.
I have always wanted to meet your family
So I could say I'm sorry to them.
I would have kept in touch with them
In hopes of a healing
That I so desperately need
As does your family.

Well my friend
I'm signing off now
But my prayers are still going.
I hope you will be waiting for me
When my time comes,
Then we'll have a good long talk
And in my heart I hope
You will call me Friend and Brother.
I know you are a great guy-
See you in the future.

Always & Forever,
Billy

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artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - 1st Long Range Medical Mission.jpg
1st Long Range Medical Mission
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - A Letter.jpg
A Letter
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - An Air Force Pilot Remains.jpg
An Air Force Pilot Remains
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Bodycount.jpg
Bodycount
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Camping in NVA Backyard - Big Fierce Fight.jpg
Camping in NVA Backyard - Big Fierce Fight
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Cliff Finally Died of War Wounds.jpg
Cliff Finally Died of War Wounds
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Crash Test Dummy.jpg
Crash Test Dummy
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Ear Today Gone Tomorrow.jpg
Ear Today Gone Tomorrow
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - End of Christmas.jpg
End of Christmas
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Enjoy Your Dinner.jpg
Enjoy Your Dinner
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Faces of Death.jpg
Faces of Death
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - First Mission.jpg
First Mission
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Fountain of Death.jpg
Fountain of Death
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Freedom Bird.jpg
Freedom Bird
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Friendly Fire.jpg
Friendly Fire
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - From One Jungle to Another Jungle.jpg
From One Jungle to Another Jungle
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - From Short Time to PTSD.jpg
From Short Time to PTSD
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Fuck You Lizard.jpg
Fuck You Lizard
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Guarded by Crazy Vietnam Veteran.jpg
Guarded by Crazy Vietnam Veteran
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Hot War Cold War.jpg
Hot War Cold War
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - I'm Alive.jpg
I'm Alive
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - It Still Hurts.jpg
It Still Hurts
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Last Act Defiance.jpg
Last Act Defiance
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Letter.jpg
Letter
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Menu - NVA - VC.jpg
Menu - NVA - VC
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Monkey and the Spider.jpg
Monkey and the Spider
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Monster Inside Me.jpg
Monster Inside Me
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - OJT Medic.jpg
OJT Medic
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - PTSD Wheelchair of The Mind.jpg
PTSD Wheelchair of The Mind
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Peace Hell Hanoib.jpg
Peace Hell Hanoib
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Rats, Scorpions, and Cobras.jpg
Rats, Scorpions, and Cobras
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Swan-Loc.jpg
Swan-Loc
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - The Last Second of His Life.jpg
The Last Second of His Life
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Things I Heard When I Was in Vietnam.jpg
Things I Heard When I Was in Vietnam
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Things I heard.jpg
Things I heard
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Things of PTSD.jpg
Things of PTSD
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Tropic Lightening.jpg
Tropic Lightening
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Tunnel Pts.jpg
Tunnel Pts
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Untitled (01).jpg
Untitled
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Untitled
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Untitled
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Untitled
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Untitled
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Untitled
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Untitled
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Untitled
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Untitled
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Welcome GIs.jpg
Welcome GIs
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Wine And Roses.jpg
Wine And Roses
artists/Crist, Bill/thumb/Crist, Bill - Years Tears Fears.jpg
Years Tears Fears

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